Today, Irmas' mother came over around 11:30am to watch James. I was supposed to sleep till 3pm and take Joshua to his psychologist appointment. I was awake at 3 but she said the appointment was cancelled so I just stayed in bed till 7pm. It's been a while since I've gotten that much sleep. I didn't take any medication all day and didn't need it.
I feel alot better as long as I don't breathe too deeply or laugh.

I found this older article (Oct 2001) which answers the question: What is it about our great nation that has provoked such terror against us?